So the other day when I had friends other to watch the game I may have said that S and I went on a Date. Immediate after saying it I thought, damit am I allowed to say that? And after thinking about it for a long time it’s dwelling in my brain. And then tonight C says “S might not of been okay with you dropping the dating word”. So now I have all of these thoughts running through my brain. Have I messed this up? Am I trying to move this too fast? What is a reasonable pace for this relationship? Now S is not an easy person to read. She likes to keep her cards close to her chest and I’m getting overly confused. I like S a lot (probably more then I should for a person I’ve gone on two dates with) and I don’t want to mess this up at all. To me she is beautiful and I enjoy just being close to her. I was going to write a separate journal post about her asking me to her family BBQ but I’ll just include it here. So S texted me saying would you like to go to my sisters and brother in laws for a BBQ? I spent some time thinking about how to properly reply. “Yes” would be too eager and “Sure” doesn’t sound committed enough, so I went with “That sounds fun.” So I thought this was her inviting me to a family event so it gave me a sign that things were moving along well but then latter tonight I learned that H is coming along aswell so I’m confused now. Am I being invited since I’m apart of the group friendship? Or was I invited because of the friendship between S and I? I have all these questions that I don’t know what the answer is to them so I’m confused and that how things are going.
I’ll check in later.
So it’s Monday May 9 and she text’s “If I leave my house at 6 do you think that will be enough time to get to the movie?” I reply “Yes, that should be plenty.”. The lead up to this date is less nervous than the previous, I feel calm and collected. We’re going to go see Guardians of the Galaxy, vol. 2. I got tickets to the VIP theater, this is all lining up perfectly. Continue reading
This is my recap of how the first date with S went. So I started the day excited but also nervous, I hadn’t been on a true date ever and I think the added fact of already being friends added a little pressure. So needless to say I was a little nervous about how it would go. So I’m a shy person when its one on one. Anyways (Remember free flow journaling these stories will jump around a little bit) I get through the day, leave work and get to the freeway and its backed up for kilometers. Continue reading
So most of the stories I write will be from my journal that i’m practicing writing in cursive in and just letting the thoughts and emotions flow, so a lot of these posts might jump around a lot.
Z: Would you like to go mini-golfing sometime?
That’s how asking out someone who I had wanted to ask out for the longest time went. She will be further known as S on this website.
To be honest it actually started two months earlier with a text message. Continue reading
So before I get to far into the details about my life, I’ve decided I should tell you about my friend group because most of my stories involve them. So here we go.
My friend group originated from a church young adults group that was the core of the group. Continue reading
Hi i’m Z.
I’m a Canadian boy whose grown up in Edmonton, Alberta. I currently attend school for Mechanical Engineering. I grew up in a christen home and attend church regularly. I enjoy sports, technology, the occasional political discussion, cooking, board games and most importantly hanging out with friends. Continue reading